why~~???

My chemistry test 1 result is damn bad...TT
I wonder what was I thinking about when answering the questions!
I can do it actually..I did the silly mistakes...thus my marks are damn low...@@
I admit I had not prepared well for all my tests 1....
I don't know why I couldn't focus on my studies before all the tests1...
I felt dizzy every time I studied...shit!
What's wrong with me??
Haiz....I used to emo this few days...alot of troubles keep attacking me....
argh!!!!!!!!!I don't want to be like that!!May I be a normal person please....??
I am tired to face and cope all the problems!enough for me k!
I scared....my GPAs were dropping...hate!I scared I am not qualified to apply the scholarships....
Hope this sem I can maintain or increase~
No more procrastination!No more dreaming!I have to wake up!
lalala......hmm.....weekend again....how do I spend it?
Sleeping?Facebooking?Playing ball??><