Monday, March 28, 2011

Together Change Create!

I just back from a camp!
It was hold by Gen X International!
This was a basic camp which title was:
-Together同行 Change改变 Create创造-
This camp had 3 main processes. The first process was "Intense and Mechanism" means 目标与方法.
well,the process rule was v have to use one different way from other people to cross from one side to another side~this camp had 350 participants!means in this process there will have 350 walking ways to cross to other side!hahaha...I was thinking what way should i use to pass the process...Due to many people q up behind chairs to wait for their turns,so i just waiting at behind of them...This scene is just like i m standing in a wide square and there are a lot a lot of  obstacles in front of me!I cant clearly see where is my intention!In this process,all of them have one intention,there was cross to other side!Of course this process has reflected my life!I need to find ways to achieve my intention!In this process,I really cant imagine that I could do something that was very embarrassing!><....but,I had no choice!all of the easy n nice styles had been using by other people!I cared others comments n i was a thin face person...but!I broke through my weaknesses in this process!!haha..because to cross to other side, I forced myself to unload my ugly shell!n when i reached to other side successfully,I felt very elated!I couldn't imagine how dare was I!=)....actually,the message that wanted to bring out to us was we have to have 100% intention!this means v have to 100% clearly know what is our dreams!no matter how hard is it to achieve it,v have to do sacrificed!
The second process was "the pole"~hmm....every team will get a long pipe...and then v have to use our two hands' of one finger to lift up the pipe n then put it down to the floor...all of our fingers must touch the pipe when putting down the pipe together~This process was testing our concentration~u may feel it is very easy to do it but!it's not!my team had tried many times with different ways but still failed!v redo n redo the process again until getting frustrated!I admit i was did well in this process!=p...when i saw my teammate did bad n made our group to fail in this process after many times of failure,i started to get mad n wanna scold them!but!I controlled my emotion!i very happy because i got changed from my weakness!I easily to get mad b4!=)..however,the other way to pass the process was ignore others voices (distractions)!I did it also!=)....after trying hard finally v did it!!!yeah!!!
The third process was "the voice"..The voice means distraction from other people..well,i think every one will have such experience also which is when u want to make a good decision however in your heart u can hear that there is another voice drag u out!this one was fantastic!everyone had to stand on a chair one by one to shout out our own intentions and at the same time the rest would be the evil voices that distracted the person.wao!i saw some of the participants cried n some of them dared not to shout out when standing on the chair..hmm...for me i did it!!i shouted till sore throat!><..this process aimed to let us break through our fear...fear of how people looking at them,fear of facing rejection after showing plan,fear of face to face talking with people...
This camp is awesome!From there I really can 100% make sure what is my intention or dream!Not only that,in the last section before camp ended there was a E&E - Encourage and Empower~I like this section very much!We had to write to our leaders,up lines,group members or any one that we wanted to thank and encourage.I received many papers...The feeling when I received the papers was...happy and touched!seriously...I could feel the warm caring from other people that I just knew them during in camp!V were just like in one big family,brothers and sisters!
I like Gen X!Instead of earning money,this is a good platform for me to learn and make a change because when expose to this career all of your weaknesses can be appeared!=)...seriously I realized actually I have this kind of weaknesses that I never realized before after joining this big family!!!
Gen X brothers and sisters!Let's fight for our dreams!!!Roar!!!

Monday, November 1, 2010

Turning Point 转捩点

29th Oct - 31st Nov, I had joined a camp which was GEN X INTERNATIONAL YEAR END CAMP.The title for this camp was— Turning Point 转捩点.
I was a tiring camp but I was very enjoyed because I had found my turning point in my live!
Before that,I was thinking whether wanna join this camp or not because the camp fees was minimum RM300.
Well,I made a decision finally!I joined!
No regret,I really found my turning point from this camp!Thx for the person who convinced me to go!
In this camp,I had gone through 3 processes which were 'GRID','扛人' and 'REUNION'.
From the 3 processes,I realized that I have to be focus,be responsible,work hard,don't easily give up,encouragement and teamwork!This few key points are very paramount in our real live~
'Mentality controls body'-I like this phrase damn much!
'Ignore Distractions','Don't expect others to do for you but let others to expect on you' and 'Be Confident'.
This all words have inspired me damn much!
I was very passive before.I used to expect others to approach me,talk with me and also order me to do work.I was lack of confidence.I used to doubt.I used to care how others looked at me and their comments.
But now,I found my turning point!^^
I changed my stupid styles and think mature since I joined Qnet!=)
I want to be different from others!
Impossible Is Nothing!

Friday, August 13, 2010


finally i am graduated from my foundation!
wow..time flies damn fast...><...
think of the hard time..the moment i had to make a decision...i quit form6 and rushed to masterskill there to register...shit!finally i chose back to study in Inti...
think of my first sem...awesome!I love the sem so much...hang out with friends...studied hard for our first sem exam....
think of my 2nd more results dropped....but I was so relax and free during this sem....
3rd more relax time....3 science subjects...killing me...however i had finished my foundation course 2day!!yay!!
don't bother so much...just wanna relax...I feel so excited when thinking about my degree...XD...
well......I have to clean up my ready to move out...but...where can i put my stuff?my parents don't want drive here to carry back my stuff..TT
hmm....oh ya...just back from my dear's house...hmm...had dinner at his home oso...><'''so nervous because I had dinner together with his family...^^
blablabla...4 months break!!!!not satisfied!i wanna start my degree as soon as possible!!

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

bla bla bla...

long time no update my blog...
i was busy and lazy to update...
today so i wanna update it..hehe
last friday i back to my hometown...celebrating St.Anne...hehe
yeah..finally saw my puppies...
so mom gave the puppy to my ah ma...I want that puppy...but....haiz...
My ah ma's puppy...TT
This is mine....^^

Haiz....never puppy is also very cute...damn independent and naughty~he loves to eat soil..@@
on the table...he dare not to jump down since last time he had hurt his leg when jumped from my dad's car...haha
Mico (brown color) tried to rescue him..hehe..actually there was a bowl on the table and inside got food..haha..he just wanted the food!
They stand go out...
on saturday night v went to Bukit Mertajam which the St.Anne church is there....
Old St.Anne church (100++ years)
there is a new church beside it...very nice!^^....there are many people from all around the corners and countries come here to pray....different religion and races...they pray to St.Anne-mother of Mary...Jesus's grandmom...
well.....last wednesday i din go out for my dinner because i had to prepare for my chem test dear roommate cooked spagetti for me....=)
 during studying my chemistry...I drew something...hmm...I couldn't control myself for "conteng"...@@

Last few week....10/7/10...went out with dear...we went to one utama...hehe...I bought 4 shirts at once...=.=lll..almost rm100...
not only that...i saw something that exciting me....hehe..deng deng deng deng!!

I just took some pictures....hehe....quite nice...they were selling the drawing....damn expensive too....
before back to nilai,we went to KLCC~hohoho...
Nice view!!...ah pin damn like to see it during at too!^^

Tuesday, July 13, 2010


I hate the feeling of vomit!vuek....
haiz...last sunday after back from church,i had my lunch at Mei Xing...
hmm...i had mix rice...vege and meats...they seemed like very tasty...=p
shit!in the afternoon i drank "ling yang" then went to take a nap..
@$#%$^.....i started to have stomachache..grr...i thought got wind inside my stomach..i kept applying "wind oil"...ate "pou zai yun"...but useless..T.T
then i went out for dinner with friends...I thought after drinking ENO could feel better...haiz...same...i just drank half then i couldn't stand with it..i went back to my room...suddenly felt wanna puke!I was puking in the toilet of bistro palma...=)
ah!i felt damn comfortable after puking all the shitty!
after i puking,i started to get fever...@,@
oh no!i hate the feeling!!
hmm..luckily got dear cooked porridge for me...its white porridge..with kicap and abit vege..@@
I had no appetite to eat...just ate a little bit...I don't like white porridge unless there are something for me to eat with it 2gether..^^
the porridge tasted nice..haha...thx dear!
Now i feel better but my stomach still got abit uncomfortable...>,<
haiz..the chinese medicine are damn bitter...>,<...
what to do...have to finish them...

Wednesday, July 7, 2010


what's wrong with me????????????!!!!!!!
I seem like easily to forget what I did...
easily left something....
2moro I have i only found out I left my pencil case at somewhere...(mayb in COPS)><

Saturday, July 3, 2010


I don't know why~
I need a good rest!~