holiday??

What can i do during my 2 weeks holiday??doing revision??hanging out with friends??sleeping??arghh!!!no way....these holiday is too long 4 me...wanna go to school....better than stay at home wasting my time...coz i will bcome very lazy if no school...haha...so....
Wanna say smth to my cousin-magdeline:
wei,u must try ur all best to 4gt him la....wanna open school d....try to not think of him....juz think tat he has disappeared in this world...^^it will make u suffer if u x do tat....ok?u sure can gt a better guy,trust me....concentrate in ur study 1st...btw,good luck ya^^

bored+pressure

haiz....so bored n tension....form 6 syllabus so heavy....the books high like mountain....shit!!if no financial problem,sure i won't take it...wanna kill me!!haiz....i think my goal will not achieve...4As!!how??i'm not the genius...TT.....i really duno wat can i b except vet....now i totally change my study style,do revision everyday..haha...quite weird to me....now the headache make me cant concentrate in study...TT....how to cope with it???!!argh!!!last time b4 SPM oso like tat....
May god will grant me peace...tats all!

Wah....damn tired....5 days all full time....finally can rest now...haha....now i'm sick..not enough rest?i oso duno...my legs tired...my brain oso tired....my eyes tired...@@But i like the work....!hehe...
Wanna to sleep d..tats all !