Miserable.....=(

I have overslept.....I missed my 8am physics class...
arghh~~I should put my hp near to me....my own fault....
@$#%$#%$^$%
Missed the class....I have to study more harder...because I am weak in this subject....
thats why I am so angry with myself...stupid!
emo-ing...since I woke up....
I hate emo-ing but I cannot control myself....T.T
feel like wanna punch something...are u willing to let me punch u??><
isshhh......
children camp is coming....hope I can enjoy with my kid...and hope everything will go smoothly....wish that my helpers won't give me lotsa troubles...><

speechless......

wat to do?
everything comes so fast and goes so fast...
y??
argh....duno want to say wat now...
shit!

why~~???

My chemistry test 1 result is damn bad...TT
I wonder what was I thinking about when answering the questions!
I can do it actually..I did the silly mistakes...thus my marks are damn low...@@
I admit I had not prepared well for all my tests 1....
I don't know why I couldn't focus on my studies before all the tests1...
I felt dizzy every time I studied...shit!
What's wrong with me??
Haiz....I used to emo this few days...alot of troubles keep attacking me....
argh!!!!!!!!!I don't want to be like that!!May I be a normal person please....??
I am tired to face and cope all the problems!enough for me k!
I scared....my GPAs were dropping...hate!I scared I am not qualified to apply the scholarships....
Hope this sem I can maintain or increase~
No more procrastination!No more dreaming!I have to wake up!
lalala......hmm.....weekend again....how do I spend it?
Sleeping?Facebooking?Playing ball??><

my 3 days holiday.....

BORING~
I planned to study my chemistry physics on this 3 days...and of course to finish my reports...
well...on friday the whole day i didn't really do revision...kept facebooking..@@
at night around 10pm i went to play basketball with my friends!wahahaha...damn happy!
we played til around 12am...then went to yamcha...back my room at 2.30am something..
I slept at 5am....haiz..woke up at 12pm...but still felt sleepy!!
so..my saturday just ended up by doing nothing...gosh!!!!
today...hmm....at least got finished 2 chapters of chemistry..haha..
so...hmm...oh ya...my lunch was awesome...haha...my cousins sent the Ham Gai Fan to me and their brother...^^
damn delicious!
well...
i have to rush...rush for doing revision...
gambateh anniething!don't procrastinate again!

最近发生了好多不愉快的事

当然一切都可以很顺利的解决~

但是。。。唯有这件事。。。

哎

人家说 大事要化小 小事要化无~

这句话相信大家都懂，也常这样劝他人~

可是！要办到却不容易~

妈妈的娘家发生了一些事~

其实是很小件事的。。。但不懂为何表姐们和表哥要闹到这么大！

婆婆没被小舅母虐待，这是婆婆亲口发誓说的。。

可是他们姐弟却不信。。。

哎。。。很明显吗。。。他们从小舅母还没嫁给我的小舅就一直在我们的面前说她的是非

她虽然没礼貌，会做作，但怎么说她也是长辈。。。

我就不懂我的小舅母是不是有他们讲的那么糟透。。。没亲眼看见的事是不能乱下评论的~

事情闹到很大。。。妈妈，小姨，四姨。。。就连老舅母都得下去帮忙合解啊！

我的小舅，一直被埋在鼓里。。。直到老舅母告诉他家里发生了这些事他才懂！

公公。。。如果你还健在，那有多好。。。

请您在天上保佑沈家啊~

我好害怕明年的新年不会像以前一样那么的开心，您的孩子子孙或许从这件事发生后开始就反目成仇了。。。

我不要！

求求你要保佑沈家能渡过这一关。。。希望表姐她们姐弟们能够适可而止。。。

可怜的小表妹小表弟们。。。他们还小啊~看了都心疼。。。尤其是刚出世的小表妹。。。她的堂哥堂姐们呢？你们为何不去看看她？？你们不疼她了吗？

小孩是无辜的。。。不要因为讨厌他们的妈妈就不理会他们了好吗？。。。

四个小孩要分开送去托儿所。。。晚上才带回家。。。拜托！这跟孤儿有什么不同？

他们的家境那么好，要风得风，要雨得雨。。。

我的小舅还蛮疼我的。。。记得小时候他很喜欢捏我的鼻子。。。^^

唉。。。公公去世的时候，全家大小都哭得好伤心。。。我记得那时我躲在墙角哭。。。

是我的小舅把我抱在怀里，安慰我。。。

那现在。。。我能为他做些什么呢？？。。。T.T

妈妈告诉我，前几天小舅母带着大女儿出门了，留下两个小表弟和小BABY在家。。。

小舅一个大男人在照顾他们。。。

我的妈妈，小姨和四姨刚好去他家。。。就帮忙照顾那些小瓜~

那个时候，小表弟们很不听话，坐不静的。。。小表妹也发了些脾气而哭了。。。

我的四阿姨问我的小舅能顾得来吗。。。那一瞬间，我的小舅静了好久没回答，然后就红了眼眶。。。我听了。。。心好疼。。。一个那么顽固坚强的小舅竟然会。。。。

表姐们和表哥，求你们收手吧。。。难道要搞到你们的小叔和小婶离婚才满意吗？？

我们是晚辈也！没资格管那么多啊！不要再让婆婆担心好吗？。。。既然你们说婆婆的儿女们没用，胆小，都不管婆婆也不敢帮婆婆出气。。。那么就请你们做好晚辈的工作，不要再闹事了~求求你们了~~

too fast and furious

wuiyoo....
time flies damn fast...
I still cant wake up...@@
this is my last sem and class is officially started yet i still in holiday mood...
hmm....
I hope this sem can end soon.....haha...
I look forward to my degree...!!
excited...
oh ya,just now QAYM were having dinner 2gth in mun's room...
we cooked ABC soup....nice!
haha...
what else....hmm...
suddenly feel that I am so lucky....for no reason...=.=lll
hope everything will go smoothly...

I am back~

woohooo....
back from Malacca trip with my QYM gang just now...
2days1night....hmm...not bad...atleast we could hang around by walking...
It was tired...It was very hot!...we had no car could drive...but it was fun and interesting...hehe...
hmm....we departed at around 11am from inti on tuesday....we arrived our hotel at around 3pm....
after that we went to watch movie...
yo!!IP man 2 is damn damn nice!!!!
I love it so much...I love the style he plays "Yong Chun"....hahaha....
I love the fighting parts....gosh!!
during the trip we bought something from Jonker walk...
after that we back to inti...
time flies damn fast...now is my last sem for my foundation...
Recall back to the time i came to inti....hahaha....speechless....almost one year  i am here....
at the same time my frens who are in form 6 are going to face their STPM this year...
woo...If I was in form 6,I couldn't imagine how was I looked and maybe I was undergone much much stress!
by the way, I sincerely wish my frens can cope the stress and do well in their studies....