My homesickness had been overcome..^^

Tired...exhauted....departed from my hometown at around 2pm and reached my hostel at 8.30pm..@@

today was quite late compared to last time....

my uncle couldn't drive fast because there were alot of cars along our journey...haiz...

i reached Kepong KTM at 6.15pm....

gosh!!during my way back, i was almost suffocating...somemore got one guy kept coughing..he sat beside me..@@

i scared to get H1N1~~><

i reached Nilai at 7.35pm...

shit!!!had to wait for almost 30min only got bus...lame service!!!

wasted my time...

the moment i entered my room,i quickly put my stuff and rushed to bathe...it's freaking hot..i sweat alot..

after finished bathing,i switched on my laptop...as usual..i online..

walao!!intiline really sucks!!...have to use wireless again...kept dc just now...now ok already...thank god...

i just finished practising for my tomorrow presentation...hopefully can go smoothly 2moro....^^

hopefully i can remember and won't lag when presenting...haha...

hmm...oh ya...keep talking crap...

i need to talk about the major things...

haha....actually i gonna followed my cousin brother back JB on friday...but because i still hadn't done my csc assignment and slides so i finally rejected....sweat..

but i tried my best to finish it on thursday night...i did it til 2am..finally completed...

and i planned to finish my slides on friday early morning...but i couldn't wake up on time..haha..

everything was arranged by god ya...the moment i switched off my alarm and slept back..my uncle called me..

he asked whether i wanted to back Sp with them or not...haha...

i rejected it also because i wanted to do my slides...

but after thinking i decided to back with them...><....missed home so much despite sembreak is coming soon..hahaha....

well....it is easter day today...haha.....so happy....but i haven't done comfession...haiz....feel sinful...last few weeks i wanted to do but i was doing treatment...no time to go to church...sweat...

never mind.....hmm....God won't blame me..=p

final is approaching....i gonna study and fight for it!!!!hopefully it goes smoothly....

God plz bless me and help me...accompany me to finish all the papers ya..^^..amen~~

Leo Mission for last day~

yesterday was our last day to tutor the kids...

hmm.....abit sad....duno whether got chance to meet my kid in CC on next sem or not...

this time i finally got know about his background...

sad case...i rather don wan to know it..all MJ's fault!!=(

my kid became down after v asking him questions....haiz...

what can i do for him???my poor kid~~

I want to buy something for him...hopefully he will join the coming children camp.....

he is really a good good child....better than my cousin brother who doesn't have father(his dad disappears)....

hmm....the kids here are quite naughty...but damn cute...hehe...love them....

may god bless them much much!!!especially my kid- chun heng (the one who wear green T)^^

我放监了！！！(cantonese)

开心。。。第二次的疗程终于过了。。。

哈哈。。。下个学期还要进行另个疗程。。加油！！！

haiz...during my treatment i had never done my revision...

shit...this coming monday got 3 tests...but i just started my revision a few days ago...@@

God~~~plz bless me...hope i can do well on this tests.....i don wan let my results drop....TT

well.....i just finished my first meal....need to go for bathing....then study study study....

bye everyone~~^^

Leo Mission~

wow....leo mission is awesome!

I love my kid very much><

his name is Hor Chun Heng...^^

well, initially he looked like very tired and sleepy...

I asked him what u wanted to do...he just kept answered me "sui bian"..= =lll

he said he's weak in BM and BI so i taugh him BM first...

the condition was bad man...he looked really sleepy and bored...

I felt abit fed up but i tried to be a patient tutor..=p

luckily god help me...

he said he wanna read story books in an air-cond room so i just followed him..

yeah...the condition turned good...hehe...he started to become very active and talkative..

haha..he chatted with me and fooled with me also...haiz...sweat..i am fasting so I have no energy to play with him so much...but i don't know y that moment i felt quite energetic..^^

next sunday v gonna go there again..wow...I look forward to tutoring and meet him again..!!

but sad thing is it is our last time go there...sad...TT....i scared i will cry..wuwuwuw.....quite embarrassing wei...

lol...ok,i have to end here...gonna ZzZz...g9

爱一个人可以等多久？？？

爱情可以让人变得宽容，不管做什么，心里都一直有着一个人。为了那个人，可以去守候，去等待，期望可以得到那份应该属于自己的爱。

看到一个深爱着你的人为你而改变，因为爱你，他收起他的顽固脾气；因为爱你，他把你的兴趣也变成是他的兴趣。

　　喜欢一个人是没有原因的，他无悔的付出，都认为是值得的，只要能和相爱的人在一起。

　　其实我们的身边都有一些这样的人，只是我们还没发现，最懂你的人，总是会一直的在你身边守护你，不让你有一丝的委屈；真正爱你的人，不会说许多爱你的话，却会做许多爱你的事。

　　如果你身边有这样的人的话，请你好好珍惜....常因为你的小体贴而感动，如果你一直对我好，我可能就会喜欢你，喜欢你的我，会毫不保留的付出，天真的认为有天你就会懂。

　　女生的心很容易受伤，所以我不轻易说出口，假如期望落空了，伤心难过很不好受，总希望你先说，如果你也犹豫不决，或许我们就这样错过，再来后悔为何当初不说。

　　摘不到的星星，总是最闪亮的，溜掉的小鱼，总是最美丽的。错过的电影，总是最好看的，失去的情人，总是最懂我的。

　　这世界上，每一个人都有个想要寻找的人，这个人，错过了，就再也找不回来。

　　如果爱上，就不要轻易放过机会。莽撞，可能使你后悔一阵子；怯懦，却可能使你一辈子后悔。没有经历过爱情的人生是不完整的，没有经历过痛苦的爱情是不深刻的。爱情使人生丰富，痛苦使爱情升华。

多少个早知道已经来不及！

早知道

你过的不好，我不会轻易让你离开

早知道

我爱你，必须常挂在嘴边，我不会吝啬说出它

早知道

　　喜欢你，必须过马路时拉着你的手，我不会介意伸出手来

早知道

　　我爱你，必须在吵架时依然讨你欢心，即使错在你，我可以颠倒是非

早知道

　　我爱你，爱与被爱，我不会选择，５０％我爱你，５０％你爱我，会选择７０％%我爱你，３０％你爱我，因为爱你多一点，你会倍感幸福

早知道

我爱你，是一种支持，我不会在你节食时说你无聊

早知道

上天安排你离开是一种错误，我不会让祂得逞

早知道

似曾相识，我会趋前问清

早知道....

早知道....

早知道....

　　多少个早知道，都在你离去后跟着出来，可是，再多的早知道都已经没用，都唤不回了..

　　「幸福」是一颗梦想的种子，需要用「生命的热情」去灌溉；「幸福」不是靠别人给的，而是要认真抓住、用心选择。

当还能拥有时，好好珍惜吧！

爱情如此，友情如此，亲情更是如此！

　　那最关心你的人，别只是永远被你排诸于外，当失去了，流泪又能做什么？爱的礼物既不能拿价格的多少来比算爱情强度的高低，它很可能是些不值钱的小小东西，或许是一片小小的枫叶，蕴含着柔情万千；或许是一颗小小的红豆，代表着相思无限。
　　愿大家都能珍惜身边的的幸福，就算目前是一个人，至少也好好去感受大家所传送的幸福原动力，只要快快乐乐，那未尝不是一种自在的幸福！
　　也许尚未发现幸福已经在身旁等待！为自己心里的小小花园灌溉……当还能拥有时,好好珍惜吧…

wow!!!

wow...

one week gone..

so fast..

and i had done my one week fasting at the same time..

well..

i really cant imagine how could i stand with just eating the fruits and vegetables

haha..

actually i was doing colon cleansing

phiew...it's tortured me

but luckily it comes out with a good effect..

i almost went to sunway every night...

and how much had i spent...i dare not to count even til now..

unfortunately i have to do it again after one week rest....

because the shit things still haven't all come out from my colon><

it stucks in my colon..

thats why i ate alot before but couldn't get fat!

hopefully after the whole treatment i can get fat!

i can eat as usual but need to go for acupuncture..@@

sunway~~have anyone gone there everyday?

no right...me and mun are doing that..

haha...

well....

i hope that this treatment can be done as soon as possible so that won't affect my study

i scared~><

yet i must finish it until i become healthy..

haiz...

no choice...

some more i got thyroids...

luckily i meet the doctor earlier so can get the treatment earlier...

thank god~~

and thank mun also..=P

although it is costly...

I must get well as soon as possible!!!

hopefully everything is going smoothly~~

*peace*

missing them~~

 It's 1.46am now..but I'm still awaken~~
This is because I'am thinking of them - my two lovely dogs
They both had died......one was died on 8.8.2008 and the other was on 21.11.2008~~
I was totally in ruins~~sad~~and until now i still feel guilty.....
every time i think of them i will cry..my tears...just rushing out from my eyes..crying heavily~~
It's hurt..><...hurt deeply.....I'm not a good master...y i would be so careless?....i should bring them to the vet clinic~~
I'm so sorry,Jordan~~5 years since u came to our house from 2004 and left us on 2008....
We had neglected you sometimes...never care about your feeling and your needs~~
So sorry~~and I feel so happy that i had dreamed about you even it's the only once~~you looked so handsome and beautiful.....i think u must be very happy in the heaven now~~
Juno....only 2 months with us....died with the same problem as Jordan....sad....freaking sad...
why it's happened for second times??I really couldn't accept at the moment....that time i tried my best to heal him....using all kinds of medicine..but....failed....that time i was sitting for my SPM....spoilted my mood....

For those who having dogs please take good care of them~~They will be your best best friend in this world....Don't treat them as an animal...treat them as a human..you will find something special~~

R.I.P Jordan Noel
R.I.P Juno Isaac